things that i can't say

Senin, 11 November 2013

break up


“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”
“Cheating and lying aren't struggles, they're reasons to break up.”
― Patti Callahan Henry, Between The Tides

Rabu, 04 September 2013

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

Sabtu, 13 April 2013

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marle

Selasa, 19 Maret 2013

"Over It" by KATHARINE MCPHEE

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Senin, 19 Maret 2012

Dear Mom....

I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom
That I really love my mom

Selasa, 27 Desember 2011

Karen Young-Nobodys Child

Nobody's child is a song tells the story of the orphanage, she was disappointed that all the parents who want to adopt children in foster care, always choose the healthy child, he always skipped because he was blind, he missed the mother's arms, she wanted to lap the father, but no one was willing to adopt him.
this song can make us crying when sing this song.a child who is blind, but also lived in an orphanage. he envied the other kids play with their parents. This is very touching. he has many limitations and do not have parents. because the role of parents is very important for a child let alone have limitations.
all children in desperate need of loving parents. but parents at the orphanage only adopted the normal child. 
  

Film My sister's keeper

My sister's keeper is a film tell a family who have many problems.Anna is a third children in this family. Since Anna was born, Anna has been a helper for her to donate the blood from his body to prolong her sister life . her sister suffered from leukimia. since anna was child, she must donate her organs for her sister. their mother really love kate (anna sister). her mother is selfish, she ignores jesse ( anna's brother) and anna because kate. she don't care about anna's health who should feel the pain of surgery from she still a child. 
The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail Kate and Anna's closeness, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives and their relationships. In a flashback, Kate also meets a fellow cancer patient, Taylor, whom she begins dating.  After this, he becomes her boyfriend in and out of hospital and supports her as she undergoes treatment. A few days later, Kate is crying because Taylor hasn't called her for several days. kate ask the nurse where Taylor, he has died.
she just felt the spirit alive, but Kate had another painful. and finally kate given up for her life. Kate, not wanting to live any longer. she want to die because she sad to see her family who broken because of her. her brother is psychiatric disorders. and anna begin to sick. But anna's mother can't allow kate pass away because leukimia. consequently, this family beginning to crumble. but Anna really a good sister. she always care to her sister, she don't care about her healthness. she will give her life for kate. 
the director managed a story that was originally thought to be predictable, it becomes very complicated but still interesting. Family conflict that is present almost flawless, just not supported by a good soundtrack choice .. These films bear so impressed. The advantages of this film is to give the mandate of the vast, ranging from a person patience, sacrifice, affection in the family.
This film is well worth to watch. it teach us to don't give up in our life. many person who have more problem than us. a moral message from this film is always love our family, provide lessons for parents to not play with love, attention and health of their children. From seeing the movie My Sister Keeper we will gain much insight into the spiritual, which is social. For example, human affection or family, sacrifice for others, and don't selfish.

Selasa, 29 November 2011

Heal the world by MICHAEL JACKSON

This song is explain about our world condition. The very bad condition. There are lived a greedy person who destroy this world. this world began damaged.  

the world is getting stung, hotter, and can not be controlled, and increasingly not friendly. we realize that nothing can do any damage unless human hands. and should be aware, that we who are responsible for all this

This song invites us to be more cared with our earth. Don't be absorb if we truth. Fight for our earth. don't damaged it. 
We must create our earth with no fear, because our is a FAMILY.
Heal the world with a love and peace, and we can live with peace in our heart !

Film 3 idiots

The best film that i have ever seen. Many moral message in this film. Really tell about a real life. there are sadness, happyness, comedy and science knowledge. perfect isn'it? Actually, I rarely watch India's movie, but my friend suggested to watch this movie, and finally I fell in love with this movie. Some moral message I get from this film are :

1. The meaning of FRIENDSHIP. This film tells about 3 boys ( Raju, Rancho 'n Farhan) is students techniques of machine in a friendly. they are always together when sad happy and always help each other. their friendship faces many problems, but they stick together. until one of them disappear, they are still looking for him. even though they often act silly, but it makes me really want to have friends like them. 

2. The important of KNOWLEDGE. Rancho who the lead actor in this film is a smart boy, his mother left him since he was child, and then he live with his mother's boss. until there a problem so he should continue the school of boss'es son. he always find the knowledge without care about the meaning of sertificate,and finally he success.

3. Meaning of LIFE. actually in this world many people who have more problems than us. it seems when Raju asked a address in a letter to the nut seller, and he nut seller answered that : " if i can read, i wouldn't be a nut seller". it really aware us about the condition of this world.

4. About FAMILY. They are have many kinds of family, Raju familly is very poor, so he must responsible his sister and his mother. he afraid he can't to make his mother proud of him. second, about Farhan's Family. Farhan have a affluent families, actually he not want to be an engineer, he want to be a photographer, but his father force him to be a engineer. it show a over obsession of parents make children can't reach what he want. and finally his bestfriend aware his father and farhan be a great photographer.

5. Mean of LOVE. when Rancho is a student,he fall in love with him leturer's daughter (pia), because many problems and rancho also have a problem with pia's father so they are must hide their feeling. but because a power of love, pia also find Rancho with Raju and Farhan. and Finally they are together again.

Selasa, 22 November 2011


TUGAS membuat lamaran pekerjaan

Bandung, November  15th, 2011
Attention To:      
HR – RECRUITMENT DEPARTMENT
PT. XXXX
Jl.XXXYYY
Jakarta Timur

Dear Sir/Madam,
I have read from your advertisement at datalowongankerja.com  that your company is looking for employees to hold some position. Based on the advertisement, I am interested in applying application for Accountant  position according with my background educational as accounting.
My name is Tri Purnamasari Halim, I am eighteen years old. I was in college at accounting in Indonesia University of Education. I consider myself that I have qualifications as you want. I have good motivation for progress and growing, eager to learn, and can work with a team (team work) or by myself. Beside that I posses adequate computer skill and have good command in English (oral and written).
With my qualifications, I confident that I will be able to contribute effectively to your company. Herewith I enclose my :
1.Copy of certificate senior high school
2. Curriculum Vitae
            3. Recent photograph with size of 4x6
I would express my gratitude for your attention and I hope I could follow your recruitment test luckily.

Sincerely,



Tri Purnamasari Halim



Curriculum Vitae

Personal Details


Full Name
Sex
Place, Date of Birth
Nationality
Marital Status
Height, Weight
Health
Religion
Address
Mobile phone
E-mail

: Tri Purnamasari Halim
: Female
: Sijunjung , June 25, 1993
: Indonesia
: not married yet
: 168 cm, 49 kg
: Perfect
: Muslim
: Jl.ABCD no.43 BANDUNG
: 08527470****
: Fairythie@yahoo.com

Educational Background

1999 - 2005
2005 - 2008
2008 - 2011
2011 - now

: Elementary School No.13, Sijunjung
: Junior High School No.7, Sijunjung
: Senior High School No.1, Sijunjung
: Accounting Department at the Indonesia University of Education, Bandung
Course & Education

2008
2011
: English Language Course at BEC, Padang
: Academic course at Ganesha Operation, Padang

Qualifications
  1. Accounting & Administration Skills (Journal Printing & Calculation, Ledger, Petty Cash Payroll & Calculation, Inventory Controls, Project Data Updating, Teller, Salary Caldulation).
  2. Taxation System.
  3. Computer Literate (MS Word, MS Excel, MS Power Point, MS Access, MS Outlook).
  4. Internet Literate
Ketikkan teks atau alamat situs web atau terjemahkan dokumen.
Terjemahan Bahasa Indonesia ke Inggris

Senin, 31 Oktober 2011

the meaning behind the song "i have a dream"

The song populared by westlife is a song has a lyric that is very beautiful and touching. 
Dreams, everyone must have a dream. becasuse many people assumed that life originated from a dream. without dreams we do not know what the purpose of our lives, it can become our motivation to keep living life and achieve our dream.
Dreams can be also referred to as our life plan. what will we do in the future. despite having a lot of obstacles. we should be able to deal with it.
dream is a form of extension of hope. Without a dream may be questioned 'for what you live?'. Certainly not just live like a plant.
This song also teaches that in order to realize the dream is not easy. But we'll get a nice result when we can realize our dreams. Therefore, do not stop to dream. Keep dreaming, because the dream will generate tremendous energy and keep the energy up your dreams come true ... ^_^ 

Film "FINDING FORRESTER"

      a film written by Mike Rich on 2000. This film tells about a boy named Jamal who excel and he has a greater ability than his friend. he invited to a prestigious private school. he is a child a simple but have a high curiosity to become a successful person. He met an old man named forrester who taught jamal writing and meaning of life.
       The conflict began when forrester train jamal to wrote. Forrester gives the freedom to rewrite one of the title essay, which ever published Forrester. Forrester asks Jamal to promise not to show the text to others. The problem arises when Jamal breaking that promise to deliver these in a competition at his school paper. and Professor Robert Crawford accusing him of plagiarism. But in the end Forrester helps jamal by reading an essay that is actually owned by jamal essays.and a year later, Forrester died and gave to Jamal's apartment along with a letter whose contents say thanks for reviving his desire to live life again and request to Jamal to write the foreword for the second book of Forrester.
      This movie is very touching. This film as in the real world, all around us.Jamal role that intelligent but has a problem also is not a character that is hard to find around us. The film also opens with pictures that show daily life, like us. Not extraordinary but actually be an emphasis on simplicity in this film. Strength of the story of this movie is very highlighted.
       in this film also shows about racial differences, although not so in the highlight. and it teaches us about how to write correct.
  and the end, I should be impressed with the educational system and an appreciation of knowledge as revealed in this film. 
 

Selasa, 18 Oktober 2011

My opinion about steve job’s speech on June 12, 2005.

Steve job’s is a CEO of apple computer and of pixar animation studios.
                Steve job’s say that 'YOU'VE GOT TO FIND WHAT YOU LOVE’
This words is very interesting and very inspiring. There are many meanings in it. In his speech, he said that he have 3 interisting stories in his life.
-          The first story is about connecting the dots.
 He tell that he  dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before he really quit. he was almost on the adoption because her parents are very young age, but in the end her parents promised to send her to school until college, but he decided to drop out after 6 months of college. because of the expensive tuition. but in the end he realized that he made ​​the right decision. Had he not dropped out, she'll never fall in calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that other do. This taught me that we have to take decisions for our own lives, do not ever give up. convinced ourselves that we can get something better if we try and confident. do not ever regret whatever decision we've ever made. because it was the best. Steve job’s said that : “you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever”.
-          The second story is about love and loss
in this story, he tells how his efforts to establish a APPLE cmpany, but himself fired by the company he started. It strange, isn’t? but, he never change himself into a weak man. he keep positive thinking that his problems will give he something better in life. Steve job have a wonderful family who always support him. Again, he think that it will not happened if he didn’t fired from Apple. he always gets his wisdom behind all the problems. The work we will spend most of our lives, and the only way to truly satisfied is to do what we believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what we do. I strongly agree with the words he said: "if you have not found it yet, keep looking. Do not settle." we should not be satisfied with what we've accomplished. we have to keep looking. and if it does not get it, we must never despair.
-          Third story is about death
the story of his life this time I get a lot of wise words that can inspire us. Like : "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most Certainly be right. And "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row. Its very faboulus. About a year before it, he was diagnosed with tumor cancer on him pancreas.but with patience and perseverance he underwent surgery and he fine now .
                                                                                        

the other lesson which give the spirit of living life :
“ No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away.”
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
So, stay hungry stay foolish !
do all the things that you like, do not rely on others. It our life guys !.
I believe Steve's speech is very useful for our lives.